Day 9: “Good Night”
Lavender and peppermint
bring good sleep
I pray
Not another restless night
deep rest
dreamless
comfortable
peaceful
please
Day 9: “Good Night”
Lavender and peppermint
bring good sleep
I pray
Not another restless night
deep rest
dreamless
comfortable
peaceful
please
Day 8: “Existentialism”
Years feel like centuries
Who I was
A distant ancestor
Who I will be
A tiny speck
On the continuum of me’s there will be
I am
A microcosm
of the past, present, and dreamed future
I say goodbye to me tonight
And greet me in the morning
Ready to transform.
I am really enjoying this series and the sense of discipline in posting it is giving me. Overall, I feel like my writing is improving, and I am having fun. What more can you ask for, right?
Day 7: “Looking”
Looking back
Smiling at the past
Looking out
nostalgia sweetening my ears
Looking around
thankful
Looking in
Awe shattering my destructive thoughts
Looking
and truly seeing
Day 6: Untitled
Brightness of spring
Craving newness
new colors
new clothes
new passion
The air smells sweet
Nature craves attention
I crave newness
Day 5: “Meditation”
Introspection
Motivated Listening
Mindless buzz
Endless thoughts
Everybody QUIET!
Close the eyes
Relax the body
Follow the breath
Focus
Listen
Relax
Open the eyes
Rejoin the day
Day 4: “Rainy Day in College”
Trickling rain
My brain listens
I am cleansed
A new day
A new motivation
A new resolve
Artistic expression
Devoted attention
Intrigued interest
Exercise the body
Exercise the mind
Cleanse the spirit
Day 3: Untitled
Acceptance
Accountability
Asking questions
Acceptance
Understanding
Letting it go
Accountability
Acknowledging
Calling out
Asking questions
Digging deeper
Continuing
Acceptance
Accountability
Asking questions
Untethered
Free
Alive
As I continue this series, I find myself wanting to edit, change, and make excuses for the poems I create. I decided when I started this that I will not edit or judge what I create; I will just allow the poems to help me get things off of my chest. This is a challenge for me because I always seek perfection and want people to like me and like the work I create. As I share this poem, which happens to not be my most favorite thing I’ve ever written, I will grant myself grace and release the words into the void (aka the Internet). Maybe I will use this internal struggle as inspiration for my poem tomorrow. Stay tuned!
Day 2: Untitled
Tears threaten
My brain is flooded with nothingness
My only success
from the day
is learning about musicians and the making of music
But I have no motivation for actual classwork.
I feel like shit.
I need to calm down.
I need to loosen my reins on control.
There is a lot going on in the world, and I often struggle with letting out my internal thoughts and emotions. I decided to start writing a poem every day to help me let go of things I tend to hold on to that don’t serve me. The poems are short and not necessarily the best things ever written, but they are a therapeutic outlet for me. Maybe this is something that would interest you, or you have another artistic outlet you would like to explore on a daily basis. So, you can tag along for the ride and maybe even create something for yourself, too.
Day 1: “Procrastination”
Apathy pulls me
Laziness moves me
The screen controls me
I sit up
The blanket falls
I clean
I cook
I work out
But nothing gets done
The light shines, glistens on the pond
The green so sweet; I’ve grown so fond
A bird chirps and sings her melody
A dream so far, a distant remedy
The sky so bright, a sacred bond
A fear so big for what’s beyond
I don’t want to leave, to end this song
Nature floats, a sight so heavenly
The light shines, glistens on the pond
Mother calls, waves her heavy wand
A change too big; I don’t respond
Here I want to be so desperately
This transition could end in tragedy
I promise to return, to correspond
The light shines, glistens on the pond