Day 173: “White Coat Syndrome”
No matter how much I grow
And grow
My blood pressure still gets high at the doctor’s
Day 173: “White Coat Syndrome”
No matter how much I grow
And grow
My blood pressure still gets high at the doctor’s
Day 172: “Stages of Summer”
Crisp, cool air
Feels like spring
Like the sun is going to be coming out more
Like summer vacation is on its way
Before the heat dictates the amount of time I spend outside
When the thunderstorms roll in
Giving a break from the hot and sticky
I can smell the rain
Feel the change in the air
Then the heat comes
Knocks me down
Kicks me
And keeps kicking me
Until I’m drenched in sweat, sad, and alone
I board up the windows
Crank the AC
And say goodbye to the world
Until the sun starts setting sooner
Day 171: “Life is a Constant Change”
I haven’t met the me
That will wake up tomorrow
Or the me that will be walking down the street
A week from now
I’ve said goodbye to many me’s
Some linger
But I’m a new me
Every day
Every minute
Growing
Changing
Getting older
Hopefully wiser
Living
So I’ll rest my head tonight
And say goodbye
Ready to greet the new me in the morning
Day 170: “Step Counter”
Each step
Pushes me further
Lift my left
Then my right
Move
Along and along
Until
I’m where I want to be
But all the while
On the path to reinvention
I’m right where I’m supposed to be
Day 169: “Sunshine”
Through the clouds
The sun peeks through
Then shines, shines, shines
Bright and light
Parting the sky
Making it happier
That’s my mom
For me
For my family
For everyone she meets
Day 168: “Life Exists in the Resting”
Stillness
Quiet
I can see the mountains
Hear the birds
Feel my heart
My chest
My body
Feel the soil
Grounded
Still
Perched
Resting
Until I’m ready to take flight
Day 167: “Reinvention”
I’m getting into a new routine
Working out
Eating right
Rinse
Repeat
I’m starting to get the hang
Then I can get back on track with my poetry
Who said you can only become resolute at the start of the year?
Day 166: “Hot Days Are Upon Us”
It’s starting to warm up
And I’m getting splotchy
And itchy
It’s time to load up on cortisone
And cool air
Let me save it for a hot, insect-infested day
Day 165: “I’m Blue”
I’m sad
I’ve done everything I can
And I’m still sad
I’ve stayed up
And I’ve fallen asleep
I’ve cried
And I’ve sat still
Silent
I’ve worked out
I’ve eaten right
I’ve talked and I’ve talked
I’ve listened
I don’t know what else to do
To keep the sadness from taking me over completely
Day 164: “Hope That Lasts”
Hope
I saw a glimmer of hope today
It felt freeing
Dangerous
Maybe even reckless
I’d like to follow that feeling
See what’s in store
And hope it never runs out again