A Poem a Day: a Series – Day 210

Day 210: “Freedom”


They say comparison

makes you feel like shit

Well, that’s not exactly the saying

I’m paraphrasing


I’ve been a bit stuck

And a bit jealous

of what others have accomplished

What freedom they have

Financial

Creative

And otherwise


I’d love to have the freedom to do whatever I want

Be whoever I want

Like truly

Wouldn’t we all?


Why can’t we have that?

What do we have to do to have that?

I’m actually asking


Because, believe me,

I’m trying

A Poem a Day: a Series – Day 203

Day 203: “The Present is a Friend”


Today I learned

I’ve been at war with the present moment


The now has always been a means to an end

A stop on the way to the great big something

The future I’m working toward

Clawing my way toward


But now is now

And that future is beautiful yet uncertain

Is in my mind

Not in my body


Today I’m refocusing

Getting back in my body

Putting my weapons down

And putting my arms out for the here and now

A Poem a Day: a Series – Day 201

Day 201: “Mind the Gap”


Mind the gap

In your mind

As you walk

As you grow


There’s a stepping off point

Where a lift is needed

A new approach

A change in perspective


All events in life

are lessons in perspective


So take the step

Careful of the crevice

Or leap over it

And see what’s waiting on the other side

A Poem a Day: a Series – Day 190

Day 190: “Therapy Wins”


Historically

I’ve felt embarrassed when I cry in front of others

Especially people I don’t know well…

Or at all


But tonight

I cried

I cried

And I cried


In front of people


I spoke and shared what I wanted to

With tears in my eyes

And a frog in my throat


I didn’t know I’d be so emotional!


But I shared

And I cried

And I cried

And I cried

I felt what I needed to


And I didn’t feel embarrassed

I didn’t feel judged

By others


But that wasn’t the point

I didn’t judge myself


Another win from therapy

A Poem a Day: a Series – Day 187

Day 187: “Waiting Game”


Why are we constantly in a waiting game?

Waiting for this to happen so I can finally make that change and be fulfilled

I blame society

For needing money and stability

But I really want to just say fuck it

And live the life of my dreams


What if I don’t have to wait?


Maybe what’s really holding me back is fear