A Poem a Day: a Series – Day 184

Day 184: “Growing Up”


I remember

When the days were simpler

When my hands were smaller

When my eyes were bigger


I remember

When my heart beat faster

When the stars shone brighter

When the world fit into my small town


When I carried more

Felt less


When my fluttering heart couldn’t take much more

When my shoulders slumped

And my head fell


When I didn’t know what I’m worth

When I smiled more

When I pushed myself aside

for the greater good

for the greater god


Now

Shoulders back

My head sits higher


I feel

And only carry what I need


I put stuff down

Run carefree

I breathe


I’ve learned to jump

And fly

And listen to me


I feel my power

Know within


What a joy it is

to grow up

A Poem a Day: a Series – Day 182

Day 182: “Thinker”


Sometimes you have to look at it from the outside

Ask for help

Travel around the edges of the problem

Searching for a crack,

A crevice,

You can sneak through


Sometimes consulting someone else

Is enough to spot the space

Where you can shimmy in

And make a change


And sometimes

It’s even easier than you thought

A Poem a Day: a Series – Day 28

Day 28: “Growth”


If you told me a year ago that I’d be able to listen to myself

And take care of myself

Without thinking about it

Second nature


I’d say you’re crazy


My impulse was always to take care of others

Mediate

Put myself last

Be a good woman or girl

And leave my needs out of it


But recently I had a breakthrough


I took a moment to myself

I listened

I rested

I did what was best for me


That may sound simple

Obvious

But for me,

That’s huge


Because I didn’t have to convince myself to take a break

I just did what I needed in the moment

It was second nature


I guess therapy really does work