Day 219: “Fear: an Outlook on Life”
I realize that there’s always two outlooks
Sometimes more
ways to look at things
Find the good
The positive
But it’s hard
when you’re scared
scared of loss
scared of that feeling
scared to be alone
I don’t want to be left alone
I’ve felt it before
And it’s terrible
I know that I’m never alone
I have myself
And blah, blah, blah
But sometimes I need to wallow
Sit in fear
Stir in imagined disaster
I’m not sure why that is
But that’s where I’m at now
I’ll lay my head
down to rest
And hope the fear doesn’t spill into my dreams