Day 206: “Overwhelming Turn of Events”
Today was overwhelming
So overwhelming I overflowed
I freaked out
Hit a wall
Cried
My partner held me
I talked it out
Now I feel much better
Day 206: “Overwhelming Turn of Events”
Today was overwhelming
So overwhelming I overflowed
I freaked out
Hit a wall
Cried
My partner held me
I talked it out
Now I feel much better
Day 192: “Overwhelm”
I need to follow a schedule
I need to find a system
I want to write
I want to relax
I have to work
I have to work out
I need to cook
I want to rest
I want to read
I sit and stare
I sit and scroll
There’s a lot going on at the moment
Day 157: “Inside My Brain”
Crickets
My brain is currently crickets
Well actually it’s bees
And flies
Swarming
There’s noise and wind and stickiness and
It’s a ruckus
The sun is shining, though
There’s open fields
Wildflowers
Swarming and buzzing and swarming and buzzing
And the occasional cricket
When I lose my train of thought
Or lose the inspiration
Flies and swarming bees
I’d like quiet
And to not be at risk of being bitten or stung
Day 152: “Travel Ritual”
Why is it
That every time I go out of town
I fall apart before
I have to get everything done
And somehow I left everything for the last minute
As I’m writing this
I need to do the dishes
Put my clothes away
And pack
But I think I’ll just watch Secret Lives of Mormon Wives with my boyfriend
I can sleep on the bus
Day 130: “Deep Breaths”
I’m happy to report
That I breathed today
Deep inhales
And exhales
When I was stressed,
I took a deep breath
When I was tired,
I took a deep breath
When I was annoyed,
I took a deep breath
I felt calm, cool, and collected
Deep breathing looks good on me
Day 96: “Not Feeling”
I don’t really feel like being witty
I don’t feel like being smart
I don’t feel like cracking jokes
I don’t feel like cracking smiles
But I also don’t feel like frowning
I don’t feel like pouting
I’m in an in-between place
The air is still
There is no sound
No time
I don’t feel like caring
I don’t feel like being numb
Maybe I’m just overwhelmed
By the state of the world
By everyday life
Maybe I just need a break
Day 62: “Canker Sore”
I have a canker sore
A huge one
In the back of my mouth
Right side
It hurts
I showed my boyfriend
Opened wide and shined a flashlight
He said he didn’t even need the light
It’s that big
I get them when I’m stressed
Makes sense why I have one now
I need a break
A breather
Deep breaths
In
Out
In
Out
Maybe a couple days off will help
A day in bed
Staring at my phone
Is bound to do the trick
A nice long shower
Self care
There
The pain will magically go away