Day 101: “Smiling on the Street”
I’m a lot nicer
When I’m visiting places for work
I smile more
Say hi to everyone
Want to make everyone feel welcome
Even when I leave the building
I’m smiling on the street
Warm and welcoming
It honestly feels good
I feel connection
Why am I not like that regularly?
Fear that a smile might invite something unwanted
Not wanting a rude reaction
Not getting paid to do so
And honestly, it can be a bit exhausting, interacting with everyone I cross paths with
Trying to smile and make others feel comfortable
Sometimes I just want to look forward, avoid eye contact
It’s less energy, safer
But maybe there’s space for both
Faking It Made 