Day 155: “A Lesson From the Best Audience Member Ever”
When you’re so excited by life
Eager to experience it
Be a part of it
Watch it
No matter its form
Or where you sit
You’ll end up getting the best seat in the house
Day 155: “A Lesson From the Best Audience Member Ever”
When you’re so excited by life
Eager to experience it
Be a part of it
Watch it
No matter its form
Or where you sit
You’ll end up getting the best seat in the house
Day 154: “It’s Nice to Have a Friend”
The other night, my phone was dangerously low
You know, what I rely on for directions and communication with my loved ones
So I went in search of an outlet
Did I mention it was late?
After a Broadway show
So I went where everyone goes to look for an outlet
Rockefeller Center
I also had this perfect daydream where I’d walk by
And they’d say they need someone to fill a seat in the audience at SNL
And I’d say, “Sure, I don’t have anything else going on.”
You know, trying to play it cool
Well shockingly that didn’t happen
But I also couldn’t find an outlet
So I approached a worker
And asked if there was a place I could charge my phone
After a few awkward moments twiddling my thumbs
What else are you supposed to do when you don’t have your phone?
I started asking the worker questions
Learned about his life
He said he’s worked at Rockefeller Center in one capacity or another for 25 years
He said he likes the area and came to NYC in the 1980s
He said he’s never seen a Broadway show
After some time,
I asked for my phone back
Said it was great to meet him
Told him my name
I asked for his
And I said maybe I’d see him later this week when I’m back to attend some talk shows
He said that’d be wonderful
I walked away proud
Proud to have pushed my shyness to the side
To have started a convo
To have made a friend
In my family we call them TPPFs
Temporary public place friends
I make them mostly when I’m traveling
It was a fun moment of connection
Who knows, maybe I’ll see my TPPF again
Day 142: “Each Poem”
Each poem I write
Is a love letter to myself
It’s permission to explore
To dive deep
To be unapologetic
To be myself
It’s a chance to try something new
Write something new
To go back in time
To look to the future
All while being completely in the present
To escape into this moment
To know myself
To get to know myself
To have fun
Be fearless
Put myself out there
Be okay with putting myself out there
To be silly
Carefree
To learn to relax
Not take myself so seriously
Poetry is a magic wand
A powerful tool
I wonder who I’ll be when this is done
Day 138: “Guided Meditation”
Starting a new path
Can be scary
Doubts creep in
Fear threatens to take over
But no
Stop
I can do this
I can chart my own path
Wake up
Create
I have something meaningful to say
To write
Chart the course
Stay the path
Breathe
I am an artist of life
Day 134: “In My Body”
I’d like to approach life
Out of my head
And into my body
Feeling my feet on the ground
My heart in my chest
Allowing my body
To do its thing
And quieting my mind
Living in the moment
The now
In my body
Grounded
And grown
Awake
Alive
Completely trusting myself
To do what I know how to do
I want to quiet the noise
And live
Why is that so hard to do?
Day 133: “Enough”
When did we stop becoming enough for ourselves?
When did we begin reaching out to others
To the heavens
To feel complete
Whole
Okay
When will we realize
That ‘enough’ comes from within?
Day 126: “Daydreaming”
While our reality
May not be
What we want it to be
We can create our own
In our minds
We can stake a claim
Live there
And over time
It might become
Real life
Day 112: “Passion”
Passion is
Moving
Powerful
Inspirational
Intentional
Loving
Authentic
Curative
Accelerative
Warming
Stirring
Aligning
Creative
Lovely
True
When I see people follow their passions,
I’m proud
Grateful
Touched
Changed
It makes me want to be like them
Day 105: “Jackpot”
Falling in love is a lot like winning the lottery
Well I’ve never actually won the lottery
And I’ve only fallen in love once
But I can imagine they feel similar
They both change your lives
Make you a different person
Hopefully for the better
Day 104: “The Meaning of Life”
When I was a kid
I had an epiphany
And wrote it on my stick-on chalkboard wallpaper on my bright aqua wall
“Is this what you want your life to mean?”
I had this epiphany while I was watching Grey’s Anatomy
And Dr. Richard Webber was talking
Hell, maybe he even said it
But I just know that it hit me
In a booming voice
If I didn’t know better, I’d think it was God
And I didn’t know better then
So I kinda thought it was
But it hit me because I was watching tv a lot
(Something I love doing)
And laying in bed a lot
(Something else I love doing)
But I wasn’t doing anything else
There was no balance
This came back up for me recently
What do I want my life to mean?
I sure as hell want to be relaxed watching tv
But I also want to follow my passions
Feed my soul
Be aligned with my future
Feel energized
I want balance
I want to grow
I want my life to mean a lot