Day 131: “Happy”
It’s a beautiful feeling
To be totally yourself
With someone else
To laugh
To sing
To love
I don’t know what else to say
I’m just so happy
Day 131: “Happy”
It’s a beautiful feeling
To be totally yourself
With someone else
To laugh
To sing
To love
I don’t know what else to say
I’m just so happy
Day 122: “12 to 12”
I credit a lot of my newfound energy
To “12 to 12” by sombr
When I put it on,
I can’t help but wake up
I somehow become someone who likes doing the dishes
I dance around and groove
I can’t help myself
I think I’ll play it now
It’s 12 to 12 somewhere
Day 114: “Dream Home”
We wake up
The sun shines effortlessly through our large bay windows
Overlooking the pond
Our room is big enough for us
And our king-size bed
And a reading nook by the window
I walk into the closet for my soft, fuzzy robe
And take the stairs down to the kitchen
Light, bright
Black and white and gold accents everywhere
Modern, effortless, but cozy
Makes me feel rich
Matching, beautiful appliances
Trees changing colors outside,
Visible through the windows
I take my coffee in the sun room
I read
Rest
Write
Enjoy life
The space is ours
And our cat’s
It’s a beautiful day in the neighborhood
Day 106: “Snow Falling”
Snow falling
Stops time
Makes everything beautiful
Gives me butterflies
Giddy
Fluttering butterflies
It brings me back to being a kid
Seeing my school district flash by on the news
No school!
Watching the snow fall
Blanketing the world
Taking sheet pans out to the driveway
Using them as makeshift sleds
Building an igloo in the plowed snow on the side of the road
Now I sit
Watching the snow fall
Feeling like a little kid
Day 102: “Manifesting Snow”
I used to sleep with a spoon under my pillow
To make it snow
That might sound crazy
But I read online that it would work
And I really didn’t want school the next day
Snow is magical
Watching the school districts scroll by on the TV
Sparta
Spokane
Strafford
Always the smaller districts close first
The hours tick by and I really should be in bed if there’s gonna be school tomorrow
So I take a spoon
And I think it had to be cold
So I put it in the freezer for a bit
Take it out
And put it under my pillow
I check the listings one more time
Still nothing
Then go to bed hoping, praying
I wake up late
Check the time
I’m gonna be late!
When my mom hears me up,
she comes in to tell me that she let me sleep in
because school is cancelled!
I rush out my door to peek out the back doors
There’s a blanket of snow covering everything,
And it’s still coming down
I jump and scream and laugh and smile
I love snow
Day 100: “100”
Today I hit a milestone
I’ve been reaching for
100 days of poems
Not consecutively, but that wasn’t my goal
My goal was to not get stuck in the black and white
The 0 to 100
The writing out of obligation
I wanted to write when I felt inspired
When I wanted to
Not because I had to to meet a quota
In that time
Those 100 days
I’m at a place now where I want to try to write daily
Not obligated to
But I want to try new things
I want to write about feelings
And situations
And songs
And movies
And my passions
It’s fun
I feel proud
Brave
Strong
Aligned
Loud
Excited
Cheers to 100 poems
And whatever the future holds
Day 98: “Painting”
Sometimes I think I could be a painter
I like to wet my brush
And see what I can create
I always start from something else
Usually an Albert Marquet painting
I like the nature
Mixed with European architecture
I see how well I can mimic
I take creative liberties
Usually on the colors
And dumbing down the design a bit
To something more in my wheelhouse
I have a lot of fun
And am almost always proud of the finished product
Even if my paintings look best when you’re standing far away
Day 91: “A New Start”
I saw a video online that jumping 50 times to start your day makes you happier
I will say,
Today it did give me a boost
I’ll let you know how it goes
Boots on and off the ground journalism
Day 81: “Bottle It Up!”
I’d like to bottle up pure joy
And keep it for a rainy day
Something to wash over me
And make everything okay
I feel it sometimes
When I’m purely in the present
It’s hard to remember
When I’m lost in my head
I’ll say it now
So maybe I’ll remember
I can make my joy
I can bring me peace
Day 40: “Feelings of Happiness”
The fall feels like Christmas to me
which feels like happiness
so does watching “You’ve Got Mail” any time but especially at Christmastime
and so does watching “Practical Magic” in October
and “One Tree Hill” and “Gilmore Girls” in September through early December
New York City when I was younger felt like taking a full breath
and strutting down the street
in a rom com
after you met the love of your life
now, it still feels that way but less naive
like the end of “How to Be Single” when she tells the taxi driver she wants to go home and he says, “I don’t know where you live, lady!”
Reading on a rainy day
listening to the thunder and seeing the lightning
feels like summer growing up
and like watching “Twilight”
and like reading “The Hunger Games” for the first time
and then watching it for the first time in theaters
jumping when the mutts chased Katniss and Peeta through the arena toward the cornucopia
A sunny morning walk
feels like Sunday
making pancakes
and cuddling
a trip to a coffee shop
walking by a park filled with dogs
like listening to “Banana Pancakes” by Jack Johnson
and “A Sunday Kind of Love” by Etta James
and “Sunday Morning” by Maroon 5
Watching snow fall
feels like being a child again
beautiful
peaceful
like listening to “Don’t Know Why” by Norah Jones
like I’ll get to miss school tomorrow
Those are all things that make me
unbelievably
and irrevocably
happy
I love that feeling
I wish it was the fall
Don’t you just love New York in the fall?