“It Could Happen to You” (Bonus Poem for Day 105)

Love is something that can happen anywhere

Anytime 

Like death 

You never know when it might come for you 


For me

It happened gradually

But the day it hit me

It was sudden 

Knowing 

Glowing 

“I love him” 


We were in my twin-sized bed in my junior year dorm

And he was talking about a nightmare he had the night before 

A boar was chasing him

And he was going on and on 

And then he got off on a tangent about a guy who he used to be friends with but wasn’t anymore

And as he talked and talked and talked

It dawned on me,

“I love this man” 


It wasn’t a, “I think I love him”

It was a full-blown, all-knowing love 

My heart swelled and soared 

“I love him”

A Poem a Day: a Series – Day 103

Day 103: “Cheap Rings”


When we were at my grandparents house

going through their things

I found their 25-year wedding anniversary book


It was frilly and white

With a padded heart on the front

White ruffles

And lace

Plastic pearls

A product of the late 1970s


What caught my eye

were these two rings

They might be made of metal

Whatever it is is lightweight, thin

They were together on the aforementioned string of pearls


We had to get rid of things

But I couldn’t stop thinking about those rings

Before the book, in all its vintage bridal glory, was thrown out

I cut the string and grabbed the rings


For a while I wore one on each ring finger

They’re really pretty

Silver

With floral markings “engraved”

And “HONG KONG” written on the inside of the bands

The signature of only the most expensive jewelry

But they don’t turn my fingers green


I lost one of them

It fell behind the fridge at my old apartment

I was really upset

Felt like I lost my grandparents for a second time


But I keep the other close

Wear it often

Mostly on my left ring finger

To summon the love of my grandma

A Poem a Day: a Series – Day 90

Day 90: “If My Life Was Written and Directed by Nora Ephron”


Sometimes I imagine what it’d be like 

To live in a 90s rom com 


I’d live in New York 

Obviously 


I’d own a book store

Or be a writer

Or be a writer who owns a book store


And I’d meet the love of my life online 

My computer chiming, “You’ve got mail”


I’d wear clothes that are comfy, effortless, stylish 

My name would be an alliteration 


I’d battle the big bad chain store

Only to be put out of business and have to start my life over

Have to chase other dreams


And the love I met online would end up doing the tiny, little thing — you know, putting me out of business 


Yet he’d regain my trust

Become my friend 


And then we’d meet 

And kiss in Riverside Park 


And I’d publish a children’s book


Well, my life is not written and directed by Nora Ephron


But I’ve found my love

We did meet online

Just via an app instead of a chat room


I already model my fashion after Meg Ryan in the 90s


Now I just have to chase my dreams 

Become a bookshop owner 

Or a writer 

Or a writer who owns a book shop 


Publish a book 


And live happily ever after 

A Poem a Day: a Series – Day 89

Day 89: “Cappa Jo”


When I lay my head

on my pillow

where my cat is waiting

purring

I sink into her calmness

and in that moment

everything is okay


As I lay

listening to her purrs

my headache goes away

my neck relaxes

my eyes close

my hands trace her soft fur

I feel okay

I feel whole

I feel loved

I feel like everything is going to be okay

A Poem a Day: a Series – Day 88

Day 88: “This Time of Year”


This time of year

feels like a warm hug

a cup of hot cocoa, when the marshmallow sticks to your lip

sitting on the vent with a blanket, filling it up with warm air

finding the perfect gift

when your face just starts getting numb after walking in the cold, making it harder to form words

staying up all night praying for a snow day

string lights cozifying your place

your cat trying to eat the artificial tree

candles, lots and lots of candles

bundling up just to still have your toes feel cold

nostalgia, so much nostalgia it hurts

music that makes you feel young, loved, comfortable

warmth emanating from everywhere


It just feels like magic