Day 107: “Feel What You Need”
The body knows
Feels
Remembers
It’s good to be gentle with yourself
Let it out
Stay in
Dream
Feel
Let yourself feel
Breathe
And let love in
Release
Day 107: “Feel What You Need”
The body knows
Feels
Remembers
It’s good to be gentle with yourself
Let it out
Stay in
Dream
Feel
Let yourself feel
Breathe
And let love in
Release
Day 106: “Snow Falling”
Snow falling
Stops time
Makes everything beautiful
Gives me butterflies
Giddy
Fluttering butterflies
It brings me back to being a kid
Seeing my school district flash by on the news
No school!
Watching the snow fall
Blanketing the world
Taking sheet pans out to the driveway
Using them as makeshift sleds
Building an igloo in the plowed snow on the side of the road
Now I sit
Watching the snow fall
Feeling like a little kid
Day 104: “The Meaning of Life”
When I was a kid
I had an epiphany
And wrote it on my stick-on chalkboard wallpaper on my bright aqua wall
“Is this what you want your life to mean?”
I had this epiphany while I was watching Grey’s Anatomy
And Dr. Richard Webber was talking
Hell, maybe he even said it
But I just know that it hit me
In a booming voice
If I didn’t know better, I’d think it was God
And I didn’t know better then
So I kinda thought it was
But it hit me because I was watching tv a lot
(Something I love doing)
And laying in bed a lot
(Something else I love doing)
But I wasn’t doing anything else
There was no balance
This came back up for me recently
What do I want my life to mean?
I sure as hell want to be relaxed watching tv
But I also want to follow my passions
Feed my soul
Be aligned with my future
Feel energized
I want balance
I want to grow
I want my life to mean a lot
Day 100: “100”
Today I hit a milestone
I’ve been reaching for
100 days of poems
Not consecutively, but that wasn’t my goal
My goal was to not get stuck in the black and white
The 0 to 100
The writing out of obligation
I wanted to write when I felt inspired
When I wanted to
Not because I had to to meet a quota
In that time
Those 100 days
I’m at a place now where I want to try to write daily
Not obligated to
But I want to try new things
I want to write about feelings
And situations
And songs
And movies
And my passions
It’s fun
I feel proud
Brave
Strong
Aligned
Loud
Excited
Cheers to 100 poems
And whatever the future holds
Day 98: “Painting”
Sometimes I think I could be a painter
I like to wet my brush
And see what I can create
I always start from something else
Usually an Albert Marquet painting
I like the nature
Mixed with European architecture
I see how well I can mimic
I take creative liberties
Usually on the colors
And dumbing down the design a bit
To something more in my wheelhouse
I have a lot of fun
And am almost always proud of the finished product
Even if my paintings look best when you’re standing far away
Day 81: “Bottle It Up!”
I’d like to bottle up pure joy
And keep it for a rainy day
Something to wash over me
And make everything okay
I feel it sometimes
When I’m purely in the present
It’s hard to remember
When I’m lost in my head
I’ll say it now
So maybe I’ll remember
I can make my joy
I can bring me peace
Day 27: “Life’s Joys”
One of my favorite things in life
Is the moving sidewalk at the airport
It brings me so much joy
I turn up the music in my headphones
And strut
And jam
It feels like freedom
Tonight, my flight was delayed by 3 hours
So I walked my ass down to the concourse between terminals
To walk the moving sidewalks in a loop
Hopping on
Hopping off
And back on again
This one even has a light show to make it that much more fun
I jammed
And I strutted
And I had the time of my life