Day 116: “Headache”
I’ve had a headache for the past three days
Not even exaggerating
Tonight it’s so bad
I’m nauseous
I need to sleep
I need to breathe
But I’ve got more work to do
Wish me luck
Day 116: “Headache”
I’ve had a headache for the past three days
Not even exaggerating
Tonight it’s so bad
I’m nauseous
I need to sleep
I need to breathe
But I’ve got more work to do
Wish me luck
Day 115: “All Over the Place”
Some days I feel like glass
Fragile
Others strong
Like bull
I oscillate
Sometimes in the same day
Wow, to feel is a great responsibility
I smile
Frown
Jump up and down
Dream
Cry
Want really bad
This all has to mean something
Day 114: “Dream Home”
We wake up
The sun shines effortlessly through our large bay windows
Overlooking the pond
Our room is big enough for us
And our king-size bed
And a reading nook by the window
I walk into the closet for my soft, fuzzy robe
And take the stairs down to the kitchen
Light, bright
Black and white and gold accents everywhere
Modern, effortless, but cozy
Makes me feel rich
Matching, beautiful appliances
Trees changing colors outside,
Visible through the windows
I take my coffee in the sun room
I read
Rest
Write
Enjoy life
The space is ours
And our cat’s
It’s a beautiful day in the neighborhood
Day 113: “Favorite Tee”
I wore the same outfit three days this week
I thrifted a new shirt
And I really love it
It’s like a light butter yellow
Which I wasn’t sure would work on my skin tone
But it really does
I kinda want to put it on right now
If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it
Day 112: “Passion”
Passion is
Moving
Powerful
Inspirational
Intentional
Loving
Authentic
Curative
Accelerative
Warming
Stirring
Aligning
Creative
Lovely
True
When I see people follow their passions,
I’m proud
Grateful
Touched
Changed
It makes me want to be like them
Day 111: “Synchronicity”
I’m sitting on the metro
Doing a crossword
And listening to music
“Your Body” by Night Lunch
I can’t help myself
I tap my foot along to the beat
Something catches my eye
The man to my right is also tapping his foot
Bopping along to some song
I like this synchronous moment
I look around
A man up ahead is
You guessed it
Tapping his foot along to his music too
I sit there enjoying this moment of connection
Not talking
Not even making eye contact
I’m not even sure they know what we all are doing
But I do
And I imagine we’re all listening to the same song
Day 110: “Day Trip”
1.5 hours on the metro
What to do?
I brought a book
But I never got it out
Because I was afraid I’d miss my stop
Instead I just meandered around my phone
Opening and closing apps
Waiting for the announcer to say, “This is Silver Spring”
Day 109: “Jumping”
Growing up
I didn’t know how to jump
I’d try and try
but would only ever get to my tippy toes
My gymnastics coaches would cheer and shout
As I ran down the trampoline
Never picking both feet off the ground at the same time
You know, jumping
But eventually I did learn
I can’t say I can get great elevation
or distance
or anything
But I can propel myself up
And lift my two feet off the ground
You know, jump
Now I do 50 jumps every day
My younger me would be so proud
Well, actually she thought she was jumping too
Didn’t realize her toes were still on the ground
She wasn’t the brightest
Day 108: “Easy as This”
Do you know how easy it is to write a poem?
This is it
It’s this easy
Day 107: “Feel What You Need”
The body knows
Feels
Remembers
It’s good to be gentle with yourself
Let it out
Stay in
Dream
Feel
Let yourself feel
Breathe
And let love in
Release