Day 91: “A New Start”
I saw a video online that jumping 50 times to start your day makes you happier
I will say,
Today it did give me a boost
I’ll let you know how it goes
Boots on and off the ground journalism
Day 91: “A New Start”
I saw a video online that jumping 50 times to start your day makes you happier
I will say,
Today it did give me a boost
I’ll let you know how it goes
Boots on and off the ground journalism
Day 90: “If My Life Was Written and Directed by Nora Ephron”
Sometimes I imagine what it’d be like
To live in a 90s rom com
I’d live in New York
Obviously
I’d own a book store
Or be a writer
Or be a writer who owns a book store
And I’d meet the love of my life online
My computer chiming, “You’ve got mail”
I’d wear clothes that are comfy, effortless, stylish
My name would be an alliteration
I’d battle the big bad chain store
Only to be put out of business and have to start my life over
Have to chase other dreams
And the love I met online would end up doing the tiny, little thing — you know, putting me out of business
Yet he’d regain my trust
Become my friend
And then we’d meet
And kiss in Riverside Park
And I’d publish a children’s book
Well, my life is not written and directed by Nora Ephron
But I’ve found my love
We did meet online
Just via an app instead of a chat room
I already model my fashion after Meg Ryan in the 90s
Now I just have to chase my dreams
Become a bookshop owner
Or a writer
Or a writer who owns a book shop
Publish a book
And live happily ever after
Day 89: “Cappa Jo”
When I lay my head
on my pillow
where my cat is waiting
purring
I sink into her calmness
and in that moment
everything is okay
As I lay
listening to her purrs
my headache goes away
my neck relaxes
my eyes close
my hands trace her soft fur
I feel okay
I feel whole
I feel loved
I feel like everything is going to be okay
Day 88: “This Time of Year”
This time of year
feels like a warm hug
a cup of hot cocoa, when the marshmallow sticks to your lip
sitting on the vent with a blanket, filling it up with warm air
finding the perfect gift
when your face just starts getting numb after walking in the cold, making it harder to form words
staying up all night praying for a snow day
string lights cozifying your place
your cat trying to eat the artificial tree
candles, lots and lots of candles
bundling up just to still have your toes feel cold
nostalgia, so much nostalgia it hurts
music that makes you feel young, loved, comfortable
warmth emanating from everywhere
It just feels like magic
Day 87: “For Good”
Loss
teaches us
shapes us
makes us
inspires us
breaks us
molds us
reminds us
kills us
builds us
changes us
We just have to find the good
The legacy
The love
To rebuild
remember
regrow
replenish
Restart
Day 86: “Empty Cup”
So much excitement
So much love
and celebration
and love
and excitement
and celebration
I’m grateful
but I’m exhausted
Day 85: “Chill in the Air”
I saw my breath this morning
Outside, in the cold
I smiled
I almost cried
It finally feels like fall
Day 84: “Purgatory”
Maybe today I will have answers
Maybe I’ll know
Even if it’s bad news
Sometimes it’s just good to know
It stops the ups and downs
The constant fluctuations
Maybe after today I’ll be consistently sad
At least I’ll know what to expect
Day 83: “Bad News (Reprise)”
I got bad news
And I cried
And it felt shitty
Just when I started to feel better,
okay,
whole
Bad news came
A tumultuous ride,
impending death
I don’t want to know
What life is like
Without her
Bad news behemoth
Oceans of tears
How are you supposed to live at a time like this?
Day 82: “Annoyance”
Eye roll to the highest degree
You’re annoying me
Let’s take a moment
Wait it out
Blame it on the full moon